Does anyone figure out life? Really, I mean honesty. The people who are actually well put together, do they really have it all figured out? Do they also deep down inside feel things are missing? Is there always something that they possibly want? Having it all together I guess is dependent upon the perspective.
It’s tortuous to me that I can’t figure out why I’m going through these trials right now, other than the fact that God wants me to grow in my trust and faith in Him. Why is the past repeating itself? Why do I feel like I’m back in the same spot I was a year and (almost) a half ago? Did I not learn the first time? Do the same trials go and come back again for the rest of my life?
I guess God won’t always put me through the same circumstance, but he will send the same message until I get it right. He constantly wants to mold me into the image of Christ and He will do so until my last breath. That promise He will never break. Any promise He makes, He will never break.
For now, I will get back to the gratitude journal until class starts at 7:30 PM. (I’m also learning to trust God with my grade for that one!) Ohhhh Maranatha. Really though.